mahogany

wanting the Ghost World soundtrack

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Goodness, I had the weirdest dream where I was living the normal life or what seemed to be normal.  Until a dramatic stream of events occurred and I ended up being with someone, but it was a SERIOUS relationship.  Involving all the stress, anger, pain, and need for attention, should I label it as a nightmare?  I remember saying “Babe, weren’t you going to sleep over tonight?” NASTY! AS IF I WOULD EVER WANT TO BE AN A POSITION WHERE I AM THAT PLEADING AND CLINGY. Oh my, what is happening to me.

Worst of all I was with someone I had never even considered dating in real life, and the one person that I had the littlest bit of interest in was just a decoration in the background.  I didn’t care about his presence at all. So so so strange.

Sean Biggerstaff, wussup

It’s time to be confident and strong.  I don’t want to be vulnerable anymore.