I have a really strong urge to sit here and do nothing at all.
I don’t like thinking I have to be/act a certain way. It’s all the same
whether to be happy or sad. I’m always stuck inbetween, but I get excited about certainthings, and just end up getting let down.
oh well, I’ll live :)
Haham damnit, why is everything I think, do, or say so embarassing?